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I wish that my condition was new

I really love coconut popsicles like mess.

Everytime you do something. Ask yourself, “Is this going to get me where I want?”

“Is this going to help me achieve my goals?”

“Is this going to get me where I want to be?”

There are places
Some of us can’t face yet
And even though we see it
We just swear God’s sleeping
So we say,

‘Ash to ash, dust to dust,
We’re all gonna die so we have to
trust in something’
But it’s probably nothing
There’s gotta be something

Now we mean it in our homes where we’re sleeping
We call it mattresses underwater but the gutters are seeping
So we say,

‘Ask and ask and we’ll return
The same favors till its our own turn’
We got ash in our pockets and dust in the urn,
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Another forty years for you
And yours to learn

Love was made like a ship at bay, never to see waves
We’ll probably all crash anyway

When we see it we don’t believe it
We’ve got our faces made for smiling, but we are weeping
We got ash in our pockets and dust in the urn
Another forty years for you and yours to learn
You say, ‘all you ever talk about is dying and it’s getting so old’

And we say, ‘love was made
Like a book or a page just ripped out but we never read anyway’
And you say ‘love was made like a ship at bay never to see waves’
We should probably get used to it, but we don’t

Now I see it…

She’s got her hands in her pockets and she’s walking around
She’s got a face made for smiling but she’s making a frown
She says, ‘all you ever talk about is letting us down
If you ever see me dying, just put me in the ground’


This song could sum me up in about 100 words. I don’t understand how people can only listen to things like fucking taylor swift. Go kill yourselves.

—Colour Revolt. BEAUTIFUL

Of course, the drug does not produce the transcendent experience. It merely acts as a chemical key — it opens the mind, frees the nervous system of its ordinary patterns and structures.

Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities — the political, the religious, the educational authorities — who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing — forming in our minds — their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness, chaotic, confused vulnerability to inform yourself.

This sparked my attention. Anybody who has a view outside of the norm usually does, and typically those who have a relationship with drugs. But I feel that it is just some people who are actually raised or born that way. I have always felt the need to challenge other people. Been interested in people who aren’t just conforming to the way that society wants them to be. I’ve been bothered by that before I started doing drugs. And I think that I, along with the others who have done drugs have done that to seek an alternative state of mind. Not everyone who does drugs has that side. Some may do that to conform. But not everyone does. It’s artists and philosophers that see the other side of things and express themselves that if we continue to conform to all be “alike” then the generations of producing new technology and everything will begin to just be recycled. We have discovered and furthered our education but if we continue to stick to just what the government wants us to know and do not seek to imagine and create then it will eventually become a stand still. People have been trying for decades to fight the government and the corruption that exists. Yet, with them being in power. With them being the ones that use propaganda on their side. Them being the ones that mask what is being done. If we don’t continue to fight against them our society will eventually die out into following exactly what the government wants. And then they win.

Always remember you are unique, just like everyone else.” - Anonymous

They say that dreams are only real as long as they last. Couldn’t you say the same thing about life?

Get busy living, or get busy dying.” - Stephen King

More and more, it feels like I’m doing a really bad impersonation of myself.” - Palahniuk

More and more everything in my life was a fix for an earlier fix for an earlier fix until I forget what the original problem was.” - Palahniuk

People seldom do what they believe in. They do what is convenient, then repent.” - Bob Dylan

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